as a bookworm, i feel...

why.do.i.always.end.up.reading.crappy.books??

the covers are so cool. i thought it'd be good. turns out, those are bunch of shits!!!

sometimes there are books that have those pretty covers, nice prologues, and getting weird after the first two books.

and there are times when the stories are too unreal to bear. also the honest ones that are too boring to read.

but frankly, those books attracted me, tricked me into buying or (illegaly) downloading them. and makes me regret it later.

can you imagine that? lured by books.

God, i'm so weird. 

Oh me...

hey 'sup?
look, i've just found out that we can actually ATTRACT WEALTH AND LOVE!! how awesome is that????
superb!!

so my friend told me about the pyg+!@*%&- theory or whatever, and the law of attraction.
and he told me that he has this subliminal something that can attract wealth and love. based on the law of attraction. nice, huh?

so i copied these subliminal thingies from his computer and i read the instruction, which is pretty simple:
first, listen to it in a relaxing situation. okay, so you have to be relax, but dont doze off.
second, think about the amount of money you'd like to have.
visualize that in your mind.
simple, eh?

no. not simple. easier said than done.

i cant get myself to relax!!! i feel anxious!! and the music is creepy, i get goosebumps.

how can i relax when i'm scared?
call me a coward, but seriously, it scares the shit out of me.

oh me...

Parents = Major Troubles (?)

God, i'm starting my day with writing such heavy topic, but whatever....

so, i have this friend, a guy who runs away from his house. guess why? yea, he had a fight with his mother.

not a major surprise.

always the same matters:

why parents (seemingly) cant understand us?
why cant they just leave us alone?
why wont they support us whatsoever?
why are they (seemingly) blocking us away from our dreams?

because...
THEY ARE PARENTS!!
thats what they do!

see, as a newcomer in the maturehood, i realize one thing, the older you get, the more experience you have.

think of our younger brother or sister, do they know as much as we do? mostly, no.

except your bro or sis is a kind of super smart kid, thats a totally different case.

so the point is, our parents know more than us. they've seen a lot more than us.

as a matter of fact, they were once young just like us! and we've never been as old as they are, right?
so they know exactly what is going on in our mind. moreoverly, we're their children, so we're 80% alike to them.

they just dont want us to make the same mistake just as they did. they are PROTECTING US!

and we see it as, what? silly rules they made up themselves?

dont be stupid.

dont blame them for being protective cause thats an instinct. even cats do the same.

dont blame them for being hard on you cause they do it out of love.

dont blame them for confronting and embarass you in front of your friends cause otherwise, you wont listen to them.

dont blame them for small pocketmoney, cause you dont know just how hard they work for it.

dont blame them for not buying you things you want so bad right away, cause they dont want you to be a sad spoiled kid.

dont blame them for being angry at your bad grades cause they are expecting the best from you.

dont.ever. blame them for being your parents, cause believe it or not, they've never once regretted having you as their kid!!!!